gatau judulnya apaan

i don't know how to say it but i feel bad
gw gatau mesti cerita sama siapa karena gw ngerasa apa yang bakal gw ceritain ga worth untuk gw ceritain
enggak sama sekali
setau mereka gw udah lepas
totally
but what if deep down i think i haven't
what if

gw udah jahat karena dijahatin
gosh karma is really working here
i didn't do it on purpose
i just want to be free that's why i was just so evil
now i feel bad
this is the bad side of me
they say i was just too good
so i start being bad
but what do you know i can't stand to be that bad
i feel sorry
i know i shouldn't but i can't stand it
i can't

ada sesuatu yang ganjel di diri gw
pengen dikeluarin
tapi gw gamau ngeluarin
ga akan pernah mau
bakal gw tahan terus sampe gw bisa lupa hal yang ngeganjel itu
gw ga bakalan minta maaf
karena gw ga salah
dilihat dari sudut mana pun
iya gw egois sekarang
untuk kali ini egois apa ga boleh?

no i can't spell it out for you, no it's never gonna be that simple

begadang

begadang used to be my best habbit

yap it WAS cos after begadang saya biasanya jadi sakit magh and it hurts a lot

bikin keringetan trus perut perih pala pening dan banyak keluhan lainnya jadi gw pikir ya gw harus berhenti begadang

it took me about 2 month to change my sleeping hours

and now i am force to sleep early and wake up early coz my class starts 7.30 every weekdays

if i keep on begadang then i won't be able to concentrate at class and it will make my grades bad and i think i won't be able to get the knowledge from my lecture

gw cuma dapet gossip dari temen gw haha