i don't know when it all started but i think it has been going for a year
then we fought, then we made up and fought again for i thought was forever till i made up
then it all goes with the flow
i don't know why i keep doing this thing when i know it would end to sadness

gw gatau kenapa tapi gw merasa sekarang gw masih sanggup nerusin
walau seluruh dunia rasanya menentang tapi gw rasa i will give this one a chance for like the third time
rasanya sulit banget tapi makin sulit makin menantang dan gw ngerasa mungkin mengasyikan
yah emang mengasyikan untuk beberapa saat seterusnya gw ngerasa banyak waktu gw buat mikirin ini aja
gw sampe ga tidur nunggu kabar coz when we meet each other at our university we couldn't even say hallo
isn't it sad??
we should keep it a secret from even my bestfriend
i feel so guilty bout hiding all this but i don't think it's a good idea to tell about all of this
baru sekarang gw ngerasain sesuatu yang harus banget ga gw ceritain ke siapa2 padahal it was supposed to be something girls should share with their friends