the best feeling in my new year eve ever !!

today well tonight well the whole day i just feel everything just come together
i just had the best feeling ever in my life
haha i don't know why i'm so sure about this and i don't know how long it will last but i just feel so cozy with what i'm having
we shared stories
we sang so many love songs together
we open up serious conversation and i know from that moment on you and i both know that we did something wrong in our past and are trying to change our attitude
you know i've never been in this kind of relationship
i mean this time i'm having something special with the person that is soooooo not me
he even said to me that the first time he saw me that he was so sure that we couldn't be together
and when i found out where he was from from the first time we met i did think the same way as his
there just too many differences between the both of us
and there were soooo many times i feel like maybe we really couldn't stick together because of this
but what put color to our relationship is this
he taught me many things
he listens to my stories
and most of all he speaks english and really know how to make me high with his words and his accent everytime he speaks french :3
ahaha

so sorry i haven't post anything lately
i just don't know what to write

oooh by the way happy new year :D

i got no resolution but i'm trying for the best in every little thing that i'm doing and gonna do this year

happy new year and happy holidays :D

didn't you know i was crying when i read that message
i really don't know what to do
i don't even wanna eat
if we continue all of this then i should change right?
i feel so uneasy everytime i'm awake
i just wanna sleep all day and forget the rest
i cried so many times but it doesn't make feel better

do we really need to continue all of this?
if you feel more comfortable with her then why choose me?