pity

ever take a pity of other people?
i have, and i've done it quite much lately
but one thing i don't like about pity is i don't like to be the one who's being pity
i don't know why but i feel so uncomfortable if someone take apity of myself
i try the hardest way not to be pity by other people
if they think that my situation is a pity i'll make myself happy
i'll make them realize that it's okay for me to be that way
in anykind of way i try my best to be as happy as i can

but sometimes, once in a while i took pity of myself
i don't know why but i did
well i think i know why but i just don't want me to really know why
hahaha