maybe, i think i shouldn't complain that much
i should remember my Uberdad haha he's just seriously have had this kinda experience
he well to me he never ever complain how much he misses home and how much he wanted to go home
he sacrificed his feeling so hard to make my mom's sis's and my life easier to live
he never say it so loud that he really wanted to go home
it's not about not caring it's about what it would feel if he had said those words before
he's not weak, unlike me
he's got a stiff heart
so hard that he didn't show it to us
i never thought of that before
i was always selfish self-centered
i wanted all the attention that i can get
i never thought that living far away from home is not easy, it never is
i always thought that mom was so strong and he dad was so cruel leaving us here alone with no man for years
but he did something he should and for a family each of us should understands that to have a better life always need a sacrifice
sometimes i wonder why God told me to go here to this so called Student City
but i realize that maybe this is the best way God gave me to learn about life
to learn how to take responsible for everything you've said and done by your own self
i learn not to cry infront of people
i learn how to be tough when you feel weak
i learn how to smile even if i'm in vain
i learn to control my emotion
i learn how to say hello to God with my own way and my own will
i learn to not to trust people from the first time we met
i learn not to think all the people you meet is good people
i learn a lot dad
i hope someday you'll read this and think i've grown now
haha
i learn from you PAPA :*
i just read what i can see it inside the sentences
BalasHapusi got many ideas there
what i can say to put comment in on everything there is excellence, amazing
my little girl, for not to say ... one (hehehe) is already in a nice track
i do not know either what the track is
but it may be like in the last ayat of the first chapter of the holly quran
in that ayat God say that you have to go to the length of the rightest avenue
in arabic: sirotol mustakim
what we do we follow that avenue
the avenue that are not unjustified and not the wrong one
God say it is the rightest road we have to pass
so, in the nice time or in the bad time we have to remember Him
insya allah He always help us in such way that we do not know in advance
i have many experiences that Allah help us in many ways that previously unthinkable
so, may God bless you
have a nice day
we hope always God accompanying you and us
and
have great enthusiasms
mhs
thank you so much pap for the comment
BalasHapusi'll try my best in everything that i'll do even if it is not a big thing
do maks in every little thing we do
and thank you for the quotation from Quran
i really like to know that what i'm doing is going in the same way as in that holy book says
hehe
and last but never the least AMIN hehe