i don't know i can't really talk about what's going on in my head in front of you. so i write it down. i feel silly bout writing these things down. i'm sorry for being so not mature, not lady like and stuff like that. but being with you force me to think mature, act mature not like other boys i have been with before. it's not like i've been with a lot of boys. but to be honest ak anggep km as my first. my first in everything. i feel certain changes (positive) are happening to me and i think it's because of you. today when i talk to you about this stuff i feel like i still can stand you and your attitude because i really want to learn more. and learning from you is nice or should i say the best way ever. but when you said things and i know it means you are letting me go i feel like i got no other choice but to let you go also. it's been fun, i got my lesson from you. thank you for everything. we are still friends right and no awkward attitude when we'll meet. i'm so sorry i can't be the girl you wanna be with, i tried but i'm just not that girl.
P.S: i don't know why i still wanna hold on but i know i shouldn't
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