just things that pops up to my head right now

i know you're mad at me but i don't know why
should i know why?
should i keep understanding that ur not in the mood so i should understands you as always?
should i?
what if right now i wanna be selfish
what if i want my ego to win this time
what if i can't take it anymore
but i know i can
i want to take this to the next level
i don't feel ready to end this
if you don't feel like it just tell it to my face
i would change for a better us
but if you really think we should end then what else can i do

you know i'm so tired for not sleeping in three days
my body is so tired
they're exhausted
and so is my brain
and that's why i was mad yesterday
but i thought we made up
then you were angry to me for no reason
have you read my tweets?
yeah well you had it all
see those sad emoticons i had when i was tweeting about you?
do you feel sorry?
or you just feel like i'm pushing you to the corner?
i don't know, i really don't wanna care but i care
aargh so what? you don't realize either if i care or not
i don't know maybe too many differences just don't fit in one box
maybe we can't share the same seat anymore
or maybe we just don't know yet how to
maybe we are on the way to build that one beautiful big box full with different thoughts, hopes and dreams
maybe all of the differences were making us powerful together than ever

or maybe not