piece of mind

there's something new about my life, i don't know what but u feel it
you know there are times when we have to let go of things we thought we shouldn't
i'm on that time
the time which i have to let go of things i thought i would never have to let go
in any kind of way i don't wanna let these things go
i was like a child asking her mom to buy a huge animal stuff and crying in vain so that mom would buy me one

what if i cry?

i see now crying wouldn't solve any problem
i thought this time if i cry all of the things i had to let go would be back on my lap in a count of three
but it didn't
why can't it be there like it used to?

because things change