new entry

it's my first blog and i don't know what to share here

i don't know why but i feel so sad today
i thought i had forgot someone already
i thought I've let him go but then i realize i haven't
yap it's boys stuff i'm talking about here
sorry but that's on my head right now

i'm on vacation now but i keep thinking about him somehow and now i can't stop it
geeeeez help meh
it's been years since me know what happened happened
i thought i have let everything go but then now tonight i realize i haven't
so sad isn't?

lately i feel strange to hear love songs coz my bestfriend turn out to have some feelings on me but i don't so i feel so weird about it and now i think i wouldn't be that close to boys in my college
why?
coz what i thought was only friends stuff turns out to be more for them and i don't want anymore 'victim' for me haha
pede banget gw yah
tapi itu kenyataan yang menurut gw aneh
damn freak
i'm not gorgeous or something
i'm just so plain and ordinary nah i'm not ordinary but i'm messy that's why i feel odd with them haha

okay these things are just spilling out of my head
next time i'll post something not berbau cowo
i promise

i just need to let these things out

sumpah gw ga suka ngerasa begini haha

merindukan yang tidak merindukan

daaaaaaaaaang

i'm tired
i'm confused but happy at the same time
kinda weird huh?

oh gosh my sweet cat i think is dying
i still hope he can make it through this night

i'll be more innovative on the next post haha

kampungan yah
maklum blog pertama and post pertama hehe
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xoxo kikia